Getting toward mid-career & still finding my way...
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
More of the same
I have been feeling depressed the last couple of days*, but can't really blog about it. Don't worry- nothing has happened- I'm just feeling low. I don't think anyone can tell I'm depressed, though. I am usually pretty cheery around other people, but when I'm home and just thinking, I feel sad. Hopefully, this weekend's Relay for Life will put things into perspective. Although, I always feel like I am being a selfish loser when I get depressed, because I really have no right to feel this way. I'm tired of taking D to doctor's appointments and just want her to be better. The physical therapy at home is just torture, because her arm hurts and she whimpers through every single exercise. It's really hard to get her to understand that building muscle is hard and is going to hurt. She's in good spirits the rest of the time, though.
Anyway- just checking in to fill your day with sunshine. Hopefully, I'll be out of this funk soon.
*I would love to go crawl back into bed and just cry this morning, but everyone is home and I have get ready for a meeting at school.