I kind of snapped at her, because it's not the first time she's asked me that and I've told her we tried and it didn't work out. This time, I told her that it makes me feel bad when she says that. That I can't just snap my fingers and make it happen. I felt bad to snap at her, but it hurts so much every time she brings it up. I've tried acting nonchalant about it in the past, but this caught me off guard- it just came out of nowhere. And I was angry. Like I made a conscious decision NOT to have another child (lord knows we gave it our best shot). I was having a nice relaxing evening, but now am feeling depressed. And H is busy working on that proposal, so I'm on my own this evening. Ugh.